:'( I have problems. Hence the topic name. Well, I have been reading about ghost stories lately. I told my mom about them, and then just a while ago I got interested and said to my mom, "Mom, have you had any ghost, or demon experiences?"
She said, "Yes, actually I have."
"Really?! What happened?!"
"Once you have become a stronger Christian, I will tell you. They're that bad."
So I asked her, "What about me? Have I?"
She said, "Yeah, when you were younger."
"Is this about the bathroom thing?" When I was younger, I was afraid to go to the bathroom alone. [this part is kinda personal so DON'T laugh]
"You were so afraid you couldn't go to the bathroom, so most of the time you went in your bedroom." she said.
"Whoa! Really? Are some of the stains on the carpet from me?" she laughed and said yes, but I don't know if she's kidding or not. By the way, I have a white carpet and there's a lot of stains on it, and we can't afford new carpet.
Anyways, she said, "When you finally explained to me what happened, I knew something was wrong. And you kept saying, 'the monsters are after me.'" So, yeah. I asked her about what happened to her, demonic experience was least worst. She said it was her dream which wasn't as bad as the other one. The other experience was an actual physical attack.
"Can dreams be really bad?" She nodded, and looked very serious. She told me that I had a lot of dreams of wolves chasing me (also when I was younger), and also explained that wolves have a spiritual representation (i don't know if that's the best word to describe it..).
So, I have a few things to ask.
First) How can I become closer to God?
Second) Does anyone know what wolves represent? Like, if they're a bad thing?
Third) What about bears? Do bears also represent something?
Another problem-- Sometimes, I doubt. On multiple things. I usually just say, "What? I know He's real." And things like that. I believe them words. This comes to my fourth question.
Fourth) What can I do to stop all this horrible doubting? I WANNA GET CLOSER TO GOD!!! *reaches out towards Jesus*
heart heart heart heart
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