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 Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2008 10:07 pm
So yeah, its been a long time since we spoke. I don't think we parted on good terms. You remember right? The whole unjustified girlfriend-cheating thing? No? Well it doesn't matter. What does matter is that I've come to accept that if you exist in any form you either hate me or feel that my time for happiness has not come. I mean, everytime I see anything that makes me think about the last girlfriend (not miss Whit) my stomach feels ready to start a revolution. I have a mini Che in there and he's quite pissed.
Tonight I come before you quite humbled and ask "what the ********?" Honestly. I try to be nice to people but it isn't good enough. I do it because I honestly want to but nope. It has to be some shallow event and not a heartfelt dinner between son and mother. No. She wants it on the one night that I have plans with my girl. I have had plans for about 3 days now and I did not think it prudent that my schedule be posted. I was wrong. I offered dinner on the next day about a week ago but she didn't want that. Someone else suggests it well that's ok. So once again God I ask "what the ******** for whatever you have done for me (everything?).
Sincerely,
Robert/Rothen
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Posted: Sun Jan 27, 2008 9:35 pm
You know, God's not to blame for these things happening...I think everything in life happens for a GOOD reason, no matter how bad it may seem...Yea, it's hard to see the bright side of these situations usually, but here's what I do: Whenever something happens that just really SUX, and I don't know why its happened, I don't question God or presume that he hates me. I pray and ask him to show me the answer, and I always add that I'm a stubborn person and don't always hear things the way he wants me to, so if need be, please hit me in the face with it, drop an anvil on me or something or I won't get the point, (figuratively speaking, lol) and you know what? He always answers, just not always in the way I expect, and its not always the answer I want to hear, but he ALWAYS answers. Sometimes it takes a while, but he's never failed me yet. So why should I question him now? I think as much as that sux, if you really do like this girlfriend as much as it looks like to me, tell her what I've said and see what happens, or at least try to explain. It might just work out...And by the way, if you're going to "humbly" come to God and ask questions that you'd actually like good answers to, I would recommend you exclude the phrase "wtf" from your inquiry, lol. 3nodding
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