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 Posted: Fri Nov 07, 2008 8:34 am
im kinda confused lately..
life has been kinda taking random twists and turns for me as of late.. and Im not sure what to do.
1. work - in a short form it sucks.. i am in desperate need for a new job.. however the problem is i need a week off for mexico in a month and not many jobs like it when new hires are already taking vacation and the only place i can think of is shirt folding store.. and i dont want to go back there. it would be like i wasted my time at school only to go back to where i didnt want to end up. Humans are just use to what is familiar to them i guess.. I dont need training there and its a whole 30 cents less than i get paid now.. i just don't know.
2. relationships - as some know Im in a new relationship.. and well as some dont its .. odd.. i cant quite explain it .. but its just.. off.. for the past two days when my BF and I hung out.. its been a bit.. awkward.. like on tuesday, we were talking about something.. i forget what.. and i got confused.. and things got awkward.. it was weird.. it almsot felt like i got this feeling i wasn't wanted around or something.. and yesterday, it was awkward too.. like we both got a bit "frisky" per say.. though neither of us really wanted to have smexzors.. it was more of a lust thing than doing it for love..and usually we feel the loves.. yesterday I didnt.. so im a bit concerned things are going to get worse before they get better.. i have a feeling it will.. and before you know it im going to ruin everything all over again.. sometimes i feel like im better off alone (yeah its emo. screw you) I guess its best to keep trying and see what happens.. even though yesterday we were talking about s**t and it felt like he wanted to break up... not good.. what can you do though.. im use to being abandoned.. whatever
3. speaking of going to mexico.. at this rate i probably wont end up going.. I am in deperate need for an id card but the main issue is NUMBER 1.. work.. i dont get off in time to go ANYWHERE before it closes and i cant get a break to take the afternoon off.. and it will be too late by the time i get one.. meaning I cant go to my sister's wedding we paid for and her stagette..
in short form.. i kinda feel like.. apathetic to the world right now.. like i need to sort things out but i just cant explain this feeling excatly.. emptiness? who knows.. and i hate feeling this way and or emo.. it makes me feel weak or something..
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Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2008 12:57 pm
Whisper really loudly for about 5 minutes so you give yourself a hoarse voice, then call work holding your nose and tell them you're too bloody sick to work. If they have a problem with it, they can go ahead and fire you.. chances are they'll be reluctant because you're a useful person to make do all the work and take all the blame.
Go get your ID that day.
Then, quit just before Mexico. Like, a couple days before kinda thing.
Once you return from Mexico, job hunting time. Even if it requires working at Tim Horton's or shirt-folding store for a month slightly-less-than full-time while you job hunt for a non-a*****e company. Just remind yourself that it's temporary. Most people don't get a great job right out of Uni. They're stuck working unrelated jobs for a while until they can find something good.
As for the relationship thing, you've gotta stop doubting it. Our subconscious is crazy powerful, and if we believe something will happen it'll come out in our body language, voice tone, etc, and will make it happen. No relationship is a perfect love-and-happy every single day. Ups and downs are normal.
Most importantly: hang in there.
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Posted: Tue Nov 11, 2008 2:40 pm
everythng is now good with the relationship thing.. though things MAY be moving a wee bit fast.. meh everyone is different.. so its all good in that catorgory d=
about the work part
- I have a bit more respect than to just up and leave before my vacation starts d= so i plan on working in the new year at a new job d= i just hope i can last that long =D
- I plan on getting my ID thinger this wednesday since i had to work today and EVERYTHING was closed today anyways because tis a holiday... -_- (another rip off day.. because we are adding it to boxing day.. which most people normally get off ANYWAYS)
i think im getting sick >_<
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Posted: Tue Nov 11, 2008 4:19 pm
In the mochrome night... that's a wonderful icing for you cake... my eyes fade to black
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Posted: Thu Nov 13, 2008 12:14 pm
Can you legally import me as an American t-shirt folder with pay? ;___;
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Posted: Thu Nov 13, 2008 9:55 pm
you know.. McDonalds often brings in people from.. some place to work here (im not even kidding) =d my sister had to book bank account set-up dates with like.. 30 of them one day.. so i dont see why not d=
the hard part is just importing XD my solution is a box with holes
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