Numb

[strangegirl753]

I’m all alone it seems
The outsider
The quiet girl in the corner

I used to try
I used to care
But I’ve given up

I’ve gone numb
Let the cold seep in
Not caring if it’s permanent

Emotions gone
Sensations fade
Only pain remains strong

Sharp and shooting
It explodes in my heart
Begging for release

Pleading for the external pain
For the blood
For the stinging

New scars are created
Fresh blood runs down my fingers
Pooling on the floor

Not caring if I die
Just watching the blood
Still feeling nothing

Numb tears run
Diluting the blood
A crimson river flows across the tile