So last month a friend and I had sex, I stopped getting in the mood because it just didn't feel right anymore. But he was persistent and I just gave in. We used a condom and spermicide jelly each time and I even made him check the condom afterwards for holes. (being safe as we possibly can!)
But now I feel disgusted with myself, I'll admit he's more than average down there but he can't used it, his techniques really suck...and well lets call him "D"
Another reason why I feel so disgusted is because I like someone else and D knows I do.
He's been pissing off my family because he was talking down to me, but I made sure to throw it right back into his face.
He does do nice things for me when I need him the most but sometimes it's just so hard to get along with him because he thinks he's always right. It's like he has absoultely no common sense. I can be very dominant at times, and to him it's like a challenge. I've never acted this way to anyone, at least I don't think I have.
On top of this extremely bull crap. I started a very stressful job that consist of me to be very multi tasking. Its frustrating on top of that I haven't started my period. my last period started on the 9th of last month and now it's the 16th of this month. But my periods can very irregular...so now I have pent up bi*chyness and taking it out on everything and everyone even the guy I like. I have a headache, my head hurts, my feet hurt, I feel fat because I have gained quite a few pounds. My weight flux's because it might be a thyroid condition. But as far as I'm aware I haven't gotten any symptoms of being pregnant, and I REALLY REALLY hope I'm not. I won't know what to do with myself if I am. I'm taking green tea, hot baths eating lots of acidic fruits like lemons...heck I even bought a crap ton of candy because I wanted it sooo freaking bad.
If you guys can respond back to me that would be great whee Anything helps rofl
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