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~ ;; tattoos and such ;; ~
I drew this gargoyle for my mom's co-worker. He got it tattooed on his leg.

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~ ;; i like photography... ;; ~
These are some photographs I've taken. (recently.)


For full sizes and ALL my other photos, you can go here.


For full sizes and ALL my other photos, you can go here.
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~ ;; i write poetry and songs sometimes... ;; ~
Poem #1: Jump Start;
Hear the doorbell it rings so violently,
In my ears so early, I'm going crazy.
Too tired to fall asleep, too asleep to wake up...
Just give me what I need, just a little jump-
How far will I take this?
I say hell with it, just give up,
Make things silent, break the noise.
Just give me what I need to breathe,
Jump start my ******** heart...
Hear the phone it rings too terrifyingly for me,
It's just a one-way trip to the dirt underground.
So I'll close my eyes and waste away,
Just waste away, I'm running out of time~
Song #1: I Should Let Nature Take It's Course, But I've Been Waiting Too Long Now
(soft guitar intro)
(casually talking)
Sometimes you're so funny.
Sometimes... you're so cute...
But can't you see...
I -********- hate you?
(verse)
I hate every bit of your being,
And your smile makes me want to trash my sanity,
But we all need some self control.
And we'll both die in worthless vanity.
(chorus 1)
You're all I have, but can't you see I hate you?
I just want to be alone, can't you see I just despise you?
You're a bother, through and through,
And I hate you. I really do.
(verse)
You make me want to stand in front of moving trains,
So just get the hell away from me.
Because your voice gives me these horrid migranes.
(talking softly, casually)
And frankly, rusty nails piercing my eardrums...
Just seem so heavenly instead...
(screaming)
So, just get the hell away from me!
Because when I can get close enough --
(talking)
Slitting your throat seems like a very... Good. Idea.
(chorus)
You're all I have, but can't you see I hate you?
I just want to be alone, can't you see I just despise you?
You're a bother, through and through,
And I really, really do hate you.
(verse)
I ******** hate you, down to the wire!
With your menacing laugh and worthless lies!
But when I kill you,
Your warm blood all over my hands will keep me cozy...
(slowly, sadly singing)
(guitar fades out; soft piano)
From the dreaded cold outside...
And I'll love you once again...
Watching your life drain away...
I'll love you with all my heart...
(long pause; all music stops; silence)
Do you love me enough today?
Hear the doorbell it rings so violently,
In my ears so early, I'm going crazy.
Too tired to fall asleep, too asleep to wake up...
Just give me what I need, just a little jump-
How far will I take this?
I say hell with it, just give up,
Make things silent, break the noise.
Just give me what I need to breathe,
Jump start my ******** heart...
Hear the phone it rings too terrifyingly for me,
It's just a one-way trip to the dirt underground.
So I'll close my eyes and waste away,
Just waste away, I'm running out of time~
Song #1: I Should Let Nature Take It's Course, But I've Been Waiting Too Long Now
(soft guitar intro)
(casually talking)
Sometimes you're so funny.
Sometimes... you're so cute...
But can't you see...
I -********- hate you?
(verse)
I hate every bit of your being,
And your smile makes me want to trash my sanity,
But we all need some self control.
And we'll both die in worthless vanity.
(chorus 1)
You're all I have, but can't you see I hate you?
I just want to be alone, can't you see I just despise you?
You're a bother, through and through,
And I hate you. I really do.
(verse)
You make me want to stand in front of moving trains,
So just get the hell away from me.
Because your voice gives me these horrid migranes.
(talking softly, casually)
And frankly, rusty nails piercing my eardrums...
Just seem so heavenly instead...
(screaming)
So, just get the hell away from me!
Because when I can get close enough --
(talking)
Slitting your throat seems like a very... Good. Idea.
(chorus)
You're all I have, but can't you see I hate you?
I just want to be alone, can't you see I just despise you?
You're a bother, through and through,
And I really, really do hate you.
(verse)
I ******** hate you, down to the wire!
With your menacing laugh and worthless lies!
But when I kill you,
Your warm blood all over my hands will keep me cozy...
(slowly, sadly singing)
(guitar fades out; soft piano)
From the dreaded cold outside...
And I'll love you once again...
Watching your life drain away...
I'll love you with all my heart...
(long pause; all music stops; silence)
Do you love me enough today?
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~ ;; my friend got me into camwhoring ;; ~
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