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 Posted: Mon Jul 02, 2007 12:42 pm
I had one last night that caused me to wake up crying. For the people who know me really well...they know I have an issue with failing at things. I hate failing, losing and not knowing things. I feel stupid when I'm wrong and when I don't know something. I can't know EVERYTHING, but still, it makes me upset. I'm hard on myself in any cases.
Dream I
I decided to go to this place that had teaching courses for people who wanted to learn whatever. Well, math is indeed my weak point, so I went to learn math. Well, the teacher I had explained everything, but I couldn't understand it. It's true that you need to tell me every last detail or I won't understand. Well, it was like she was speaking another language and I just couldn't get it. Well, she called me dumb or stupid which really hurt. I don't see myself as being smart, but people disagree on that.
Dream II
I have abandonment issues. I don't like being forgotten, I don't like being left behind and I don't like being ignored. I had a dream where my aunt had went shopping and they bought stuff for my daughter and a few other people. I asked what they had gotten me and they said they had forgotten about me. Well, yes, that hurt. The dream continued and I kept getting forgotten in every situation. Feeling worthless, I decided to hang myself. When I was about to step off of the chair, my beloved stopped me. I then woke up crying again.
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Posted: Mon Jul 02, 2007 4:15 pm
I'd melt in your honour; I'd be happily slaughtered... Well in your case it sounds like those aren't dreams but nightmares. 0_o
Anyway, the only reason you've probably been having these dreams lately is probably because you're paranoid about them coming to a reality if that makes any sense...
But sometimes dreams are just dreams. Sometimes they don't mean anything. It's mostly up to you to decide if it does mean anything or not.
...Because I'm crazy for you.
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Posted: Mon Jul 02, 2007 5:49 pm
I always have nightmares ._.
But, I think it's because I want to go to college and I expect it to be too hard for me.
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Posted: Mon Jul 02, 2007 7:46 pm
Dream catchers might help with the nightmares? lol :'D
aww, i'm sure you'll do fine in college :3 and for the second dream, it sounded harsh D: but i liked the ending when your beloved saved you before anything uh...bad happened. ^^
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 4:16 pm
Atleast he didn't wait until after to help me like he did with my username >>
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